rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

6. april. 2021
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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • Is it just me or was this just alittle bit more intense with my headphones on?

    Amy FabianAmy Fabian8 minutter siden
  • is this the last episode or will there be more??

    maria grijaldomaria grijaldo10 minutter siden
  • kiane starneskiane starnes30 minutter siden
  • What blows my mind is her comment about still trying to convince herself that it’s ok for her to do any of these things in “moderation” when the very beginning of her song dancing with the devil starts out with her saying the same thing “it’s just a little red wine.. it won’t hurt me.. I deserve it” etc showing that obviously her fooling herself in the past about moderation didn’t work out and yet she’s still trying to justify it now.. I pray that she really does finally see through her BS enough to stop completely

    Harmoni GibsonHarmoni Gibson56 minutter siden
  • WOW......i watch all this just to hear her say she is using in "moderation" ? Really??? What a bad message to spread and honestly; no you are not sober .

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  • K no more episodes or?

    Nailove BeautyNailove Beauty3 timer siden
  • It’s nice to see a plus sized celebrity for once! 💯💯💯

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  • I have been pill free for almost six years now. I still smoke, in moderation, and I still have a drink maybe every two months or more... But smoking for me has also taken away so many of my other medications. It CAN work for some people, but I too think very black and white, BPD as well as bipolar disorder. Keeping hope that this too works for her! Your journey is yours alone. 💗💚

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  • I still feel like she is showing us a facade

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    • I am worried tbh

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  • She still looks so so so lost. My best friend passed away from a heroin addiction in my heart goes out to her and her family and friends. But this whole moderation thing is worrisome. I hope she heals and finds happiness.

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  • Well Eltons 30 years sober and not through moderation! "You either do it or you dont" and that is the bottom line.....

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  • Girl is surrounded by too many yes people

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  • It is nice to no that just because you are famous and have everything and can buy everything. You are still just a person in the end. #loveYouDemi. If you read this Demi Lovato a just want to say that you have help me with my body positive to my one body. And new now a have tried to have a shirt on in school and talk in school and not just being a spooky 👻. Thanks, Lovely Demi Lovato.

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  • I fear we might lose Demi. As someone who has been surrounded by addicts in my family, moderation doesn’t work. It never will. :/

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  • I cant see the video :(

    Mariana RiveraMariana Rivera9 timer siden
  • The only one who has the courage to say the true is Elton John

    Marceline DbrlMarceline Dbrl9 timer siden
  • Why isn’t she getting help for depression

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  • Demi, you need more people in your life that will tell you the truth. I pray this happens before the people around you “yes” you to death...literally. I pray you find your true identity and realize there is more to life than numbing the pain. We learn things about ourselves through the pain. Without those lessons, we repeat the cycle.

    Vicki LuciaVicki Lucia9 timer siden
  • 27:14 She looks so cute. That hair cut looks great on you 🤍

    hola soy Tatihola soy Tati9 timer siden
  • everything was ok, until she injects the politics at 22:05

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  • The moderation thing seems like a slippery slope, but maybe being more comfortable with herself and having support around her will keep her on track. Her hair looks amazing - makes her even more cute....if that’s even possible!! Glad she dumped the actor - he seemed shady 😏

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  • Ich vermisse den deutschen Untertitel

    Emma von S.Emma von S.10 timer siden
  • Only two minutes of watching and I already want to cry, damn

    KaesthetycKaesthetyc11 timer siden
  • milking tf out of it

    Vinegar HusbandsVinegar Husbands11 timer siden
  • oh boy cant wait to hear about a rich crack head, shes different lol

    Thomas HarrellThomas Harrell11 timer siden
    • BAAHAHAHA I like this.

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  • I’m so sorry but the makes me better to say that these help me because I’m not a drug addicted I knew that I’m not the first or last one on these earth that struggles we all as human beings struggle and sometimes we need that help anyone with that problem contact someone to help you 😍

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  • I love you Demi, you are absolutely amazing. Famous or not your only human we all make mistakes. Your beyond amazing and I'm proud of u. I'd do anything to have my cousin here with me. He OD and died in 2017 from "h". I blame myself for him dying bc I felt like I wasn't there for him. When he needed me the most 🥺. You are beautiful and you are strong and I love u and wanna keep you in positive thoughts

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  • These people needs to stop sugarcoating the whole situation. Just be real to her. How many more documentaries are they willing to do.They are like oh it is over let's have fun.She needs professional help

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  • I dont think this is gonna be the last struggle of hers but I want to think so. I feel like she needs to get away from social media take a little break and stop making everyone believe that she is fine now bc she isn't fine. After that she could just fine a true person with a real character who will take care of her emotionally.I feel bad bc something horrible happens she makes a doc and same thing repeats.I truly wish she can get out of this horrible rabbit hole.

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  • When is the next episode?

    Sav JordanSav Jordan13 timer siden
  • She really needs to open her eyes and realize there is more people in the world than herself! Looks outside of yourself Demi or you will never get better.

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  • This moderation isn’t going to work. I’m scared for her.

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  • This poor girl! Spinning out of control. If she hasn't already slipped? She will soon. There is no such thing as moderation when it comes to sobriety. Your either ALL IN or not. This girl is lying to herself and everyone else.

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  • I think y'all should give Demi a little credit for choosing to include Sir Elton John's comments on the moderation thing. But I honestly think that everyone's journey is different when it comes to addiction, like she said, the first way didn't work and that's why she's trying something else. The only certainty is uncertainty at this point.

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  • Demi’s story is very powerful and I want her to know that she’s even more empowering now than ever before.

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  • I recently lost my brother to an overdose and watching this made me feel so close to him. Thanks for being vulnerable and bringing us inside the mind of an addict. I'm so happy you're on the other side of it now ❤️

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  • I love her so much, but it feels like the silence before the freaking worried about her 😔😔😔🥺

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  • I mean as long as moderation MEANS moderation but it might not. so I hope for the best

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  • fake brainless sellout

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  • Her laugh at the end! I LOOOOOVE IT! it’s one of a kind🙃

    Mrs. KittyMrs. Kitty21 time siden
  • Also ok zaddy haircut! 😻

    Krys' WorldKrys' World22 timer siden
  • Love the new hair

    Kyra LawKyra Law22 timer siden
  • Oh lawd just stop with the constant whiny bullshit and enjoy your privileged life, there are people that have lost their lives, their homes, careers. Count your blessings and stop trying to make yourself a constant victim smh pathetic.

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  • Gawwdd i love her laugh its the best!!!!!!!!❤❤💖💖

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  • Jordan the former assistant seems like the only one who actually cares.

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  • Nossa, conseguiu ficar perfeita com esse cabelo

    Nara FelipeNara Felipe23 timer siden
  • THIS. THIS WHOLE DAMN DOCUMENTARY IS EVERYTHING! My heart is so full of joy, FINALLY we see someone living in her truth in that industry and THAT is so refreshing, but most importantly are NOT ALONE in this sister. Keep on shining babe and live your truth ❤️💃🏽👯‍♀️❤️ ALL the LOVE and positive energy sent to you love! Love love love you Demi!

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  • The “moderation” thing. 🚩 🚩 🚩 Listen to Sir Elton John, please.

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  • This is everything, I’m SO SO happy for Demi and her honesty. I wish her well in everything she does. By the way Demi, my daughter is single 😂

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  • I thought skillet hahahahahaha

  • Who else felt as soon as she said she’s engaged that it wasn’t gonna last bc he wasn’t genuine?! 🙋🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

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  • I love her hair even better now!!

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  • maria gadu

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  • 28:19 lembrei da Cardi B kkkk Demi também tem uma risada única q me alegra 💛🇧🇷

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  • I don’t like that she states that her crippling depression is essentially a type most won’t understand. We have all been through very similar if not far worse situation but just no spotlight or millions of dollars to support us. Please still be humble, and take responsibility for your actions that have affected so many people.

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  • what the f is a demi?

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  • Demi needs to have a chat with David Crosby. He's done the hard drugs and now only does weed, too.

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  • Is Demi actually okay? I can't tell

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  • relieves her guilt. She feels in control & is still able to indulge - all while feeling guilt free since they all condone her approach. I pray this works for her, and wish her only the b

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  • Christina Aguilera is pure STUNNING! Omg!

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  • tá fofa ,tipo inchada

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  • Demi is honestly a mess. So much of his is actually ridiculous and it seems like no one loves her enough to tell her the truth.

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    • Hole heartedly agree. Everyone in these comments seems to see through this last episode.

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  • I love how the intro of every episode says “if you need help just reach out for help or contact the numbers bellow (insert here public line service). There are people who can help you. The episodes: Demi had the best of the best professionals (like 100 all from different specialities) to take care of her = drug addict for over 10 years.

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  • demi you chacing the wrong person. come here i may not be famous but i know i can give you the unconditional love and we both and continue to to be the better version of ourselves. =)

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  • Her story moves me really she has been through so much and being still as strong to keep fighting is incredible I wish I could be at least 1% strong as she is! I wish and pray so much for her to get better and her addictions to only be part of the past I really think she deserves more than anyone to live the life she dream of to be the happiest in her life in her music in everything ! Demi I pray so hard for you because you deserve it and know that you are not alone of course you have your family and friends but you have millions of people who support you in the best way ! Don’t be scared or trying to be a role model for everyone because by being yourself really even during hard time people will support you ! You can be sure of that ! Stay strong baby we love you support you and pray for you

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  • Only 4 episode?

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  • Not sure why you have to pay for episode 3 & 4, I though this was supposed to help people not be a money grab and promo for the album. Pretty disappointing.

    Amy RaeAmy RaeDag siden
  • I love Elton

    Amanda StickleyAmanda StickleyDag siden
  • 20:41 GUUUURL! SANG IT! 😍

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  • The friends she has I dream of having 🥰

    Kali BurnhamKali BurnhamDag siden
  • Is she not PoC?

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  • No episode 5?

    Kristen MirandaKristen MirandaDag siden
  • I pray for her well being and health and continued growth.

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  • I’m in recovery from drugs and alcohol for the last two years. For me....I can’t use any substance but for many others I have met in my recovery that isn’t true for them. Recovery is a very personal journey and it doesn’t have to include complete abstinence. Recovery is very different from sobriety. Those of us whom have overcome our addictions and have rebuild our lives; the main focus isn’t complete abstinence. The main focus is finding control in rebuilding our lives. Once we figure out how to do life in a healthy way, abstinence is no longer issue.

    Charlene BargasCharlene BargasDag siden
  • OT but the crystal water bottle? 21:49 I need it!

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  • Is this the last episode?

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  • Why did her ex-assistant quit??? She is responsable for saving Demi

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    • Maybe it was too much for her to handle

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  • She dosnt need all them people around.. All they want is her Money..

  • I cannot believe so many people are co signing this BS. This is enabling at the worst. I'm not a fan nor a hater but I watched the last documentary due to it being a suggest watch and I saw the fakery then. What I'd see is the real honestly about the real damage she's done to her organs.

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  • Britney Spears with that haircut

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  • Never say never demi! Trust me, I said that a few times. I smoke weed now but not drinking. The weed keeps my anxiety and depression in check and it's been years since I've touched dope. My boyfriend died the day I got clean.

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  • I'm so glad that you are alive

    Valante SwitcherValante SwitcherDag siden
  • “Recovery isn’t a one size fits all solution” - Demi. Wise words indeed.❤️

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  • I think she is trying her best and trying to be the best version of herself . Recovering from any addiction is hard . Moderation can be the only way to help through the all process.

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  • was this the last one...?

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  • This girl is so lost. So sad. So much talent and beauty but she is running from the truth

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  • I wish the best for Demi. I never want to speak for Demi or her experiences or her recovery, but from what we have been able to see in this series, it seems that there’s so much she still has to work through from being thrown into the limelight too soon. Possibly leaving the industry for an extended period of time could be beneficial and not having her music be a business, but more of a form of therapy and self expression. I do worry for her safety and her health that moderation will lead to a slippery slope, as Elton John said, but I hope she can find a balance. I hope her friends and family are actually a support system and not feeding into the problem.

    Lucy MarchantLucy MarchantDag siden
  • The mom pisses me off sorry not sorry, I feel like she doesn’t get the severity of Demi’s hurt in her life & she seems emotionless throughout the whole documentary

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  • 6 months top....she will relapse

    Kenton GonzalesKenton GonzalesDag siden
  • She will relapse. Smoking and drinking counts as a relapse. Also the political angle is cringe.

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  • Come on Demi. Im ready for music!!!

  • Smoke some weed And wax Demi and do anything else u got this girl ur legit fthe media

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  • The reason addicts are warned not to use moderation is because if they could moderate successfully, they wouldn’t be an addict in the first place. I wish her well, but I don’t see moderation working out.

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  • The last thing she needs is an outside relationship. She MUST work on herself, learn to be with only herself, heal and make peace with her past. And that California sober is a joke!!!! If moderation actually worked, she would never have been an addict. Demi needs to leave Hollyweird, she can record from anywhere. AA states, in order to work one's sober plan, one must be willing to change "people, places and things", that will trigger a relapse. Demi still isn't willing to work a true AA program. And she has too many enablers on her payroll.

    Lillian GalleLillian Galle2 dager siden
  • We were talking in my psychology class about how addiction never goes away you just learn to cope with it and ways to work around it., and try to live your life the best you can. I love Demi and I am soo proud of Demi as a supporter of just her as a person and someone who has gone through similar things. I hope she's here for a veryyyyyy long time.

    Amaya MoniqueAmaya Monique2 dager siden
  • So the moral of this story is to..... keep drinking and drugging?? Oh.

    Cherie BCherie B2 dager siden
  • Ok but are we not going to talk about her Selena shirt🤩

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  • I am so sad for her 😔

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  • Inspired

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  • Que bueno mujer que ya estés mejor, hay mucha gente que te ama y te apreciamos, eres una excelente cantante, y artista. Recuerda que Cristo nos ama pero no nos obliga a seguirle, en esta nueva oportunidad de vida ojala y quieras permitirle a Cristo que el reine tu vida y sea tu Señor y Rey. Bendiciones.

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